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latest status update 3/6/2018

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[darkov]

[maybe. and it kind of feels...unpleasantly pleasant to have made his point...and have it taken as something true? rather than something else to be corrected or clarified, changed from his initial thoughts. thoughts that are always so often misdirected or just wrong.

he knows he's not smart, but he still knows something now and then.

he exhales loudly through his nose, because even that much is too much, and he doesn't like the discomfort he can hear in her tone.]

Sorry.

It doesn't matter anymore, now that it's done. Archie says things can be normal. That the people who hate us are gone.

[girlybruiser]

No, I shouldn't treat you as someone so fragile. [ Because at one point she was in Martin's shoes. Morgana had insisted on her hanging back or staying behind the other Thieves when she joined up with them. Her power hadn't fully awakened, therefore she was "weak".

He wasn't wrong, but she still remembers how restless and upset that had left her. ] ... you've saved me twice now.

[darkov]

[...?]

I...I don't remember that.

[girlybruiser]

First with that... zombie dog.

And then in the storm, when the Reaper came after us.

[ To her it counts. ]

[darkov]

[it didn't to him. more's the value in perspectives, especially when his is so terribly skewed.

he makes a soft sound, falling quiet in thinking on it, pulling pieces of the memories together to reconsider them.]

...I don't want you to...be hurt. Or die.

[girlybruiser]

I didn't say it then, did I?

Thank you.

[darkov]

...

[saying something like that to him of all people...the way she says it, too...

somehow she always seems to make him feel so strangely...warm.]

I...I always will help. If I can. So that you don't get hurt.

[girlybruiser]

You're very brave, you know that?

[darkov]

[after a beat, quieter:] No, you're the brave one.

[girlybruiser]

You think so?

[darkov]

Yes. And smart. And kind and good. You're always...good to me. Even when I'm bad.

[girlybruiser]

Martin...

[ Oh, Marty. ]

You know it doesn't bother me.

[darkov]

That's because you're kind.

[girlybruiser]

You're also my friend. Friends support each other.

[darkov]

...Y...yeah...

Sorry. I still...have to get used to things like that.

[girlybruiser]

[ Sometimes, she has to wonder if he ever will. ]

I hope one day you can.

[darkov]

[...]

Good night, Haru.

[it's like 4pm but whatever.]