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[really, this all makes sense in a rotten, twisted way. it's like Danger had said: a self-fulfilling prophecy. Martin still spends so much time dreading the worst of things -- even things he can't properly imagine -- that...it happens.

it was bound to happen. Cass had said as much, herself.

...but not like this.

there was nothing Martin could do to fix it, because all Martin does is believe in inevitable tragedy. despite all the desperate hoping against it...somehow, he just knows. it's just...what was bound to happen.

but why like this? how many people he cares about have to hurt before it's enough?


it's a while before he withdraws his hands, lifting his head with a weary, bleak expression, eyes forward and fixed on nothing.]

...I'm tired. May I be excused.

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[ Rex isn't sure what he expected. Something like this, he thinks. It seems untoward to press Martin for his feelings and thoughts now of all times. If he wants his space, he should be granted that, even if all Rex wants to do is shake the lad, tell him to simply let him know what he's thinking now so that he can at least deal with it instead of lingering in the wondering. There are others, professionals when it comes to childrearing, who would probably say differently. To comfort him in some way, to provide some words of solace. Rex has none.

No matter. He was to do the same thing no matter how this talk of theirs went. After all, there's still much to do. No use in shirking his responsibilities, no matter the dread in his gut. ]

...yes. Yes, you may. [ To say he knows where Andy is if he needs her seems pointless. The same goes for any number of others who are looking out for Martin that he may call.

So he doesn't. Martin can figure that out himself. ]