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Date: 2018-07-10 02:02 am (UTC)[ The lack of self-assurance, the feeling that you were more of a burden if not a pawn. ]
The me from long ago.
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Date: 2018-07-10 02:03 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2018-07-10 02:07 am (UTC)Then calmly: ]
It was something both you and the other you said. You told me you were a weapon... the other you told me you were not supposed to "bother" people at all.
[ A faintly amused chuckle. ]
I was not a weapon, but I was a puppet for someone. I was also told not to be bothersome to others. I was simply to be useful.
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Date: 2018-07-10 02:09 am (UTC)[he mulls on that quietly for a bit.]
Useful for what?
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Date: 2018-07-10 02:14 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2018-07-10 02:22 am (UTC)this one is just...strange.]
...Is that common with humans?
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Date: 2018-07-10 02:50 am (UTC)Sometimes... humans can be selfish. Adults do cruel things and abuse those without power, but there are a lot of good humans, too. Not all are bad or willing to do such things.
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Date: 2018-07-11 12:02 am (UTC)[like Darkovs.
it's weird, but...he supposes that makes sense. humans make Darkovs...why wouldn't they try and act like them? to be better?
still...the thought of a human just being...bad... even now it's hard to swallow. there has to be something he's done wrong, not them, to encounter a bad egg. but...Haru wouldn't lie, either. so it's tough to say.]
Sorry.
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Date: 2018-07-11 05:52 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2018-07-11 11:07 pm (UTC)I don't know.
For...talking about unpleasant things, I guess.
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Date: 2018-07-13 09:23 pm (UTC)[ She's tougher than she looks. ]
To be honest, I'm probably the one talking about unpleasant things, saying things such as "you remind me of me"...
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Date: 2018-07-13 09:32 pm (UTC)It's not... I mean. What you said happened...that's sad. But no Darkov would think...being compared to a human is unpleasant. Humans are special. Where I'm from.
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Date: 2018-07-13 09:49 pm (UTC)Why are they special?
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Date: 2018-07-13 09:54 pm (UTC)then, after a beat:] They can...do anything, make anything. Art...buildings. Wonders. If it weren't for the monsters, the world would be beautiful. All...crafted by their skills. They made Darkovs and...and everything else. They're why Darkovs exist at all, so we have to appreciate them.
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Date: 2018-07-13 09:59 pm (UTC)[ It takes a while to digest. ]
... made by humans?
[ Honestly, that puts Martin closer to Morgana, almost. ]
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Date: 2018-07-13 10:01 pm (UTC)...I'm not...good, but. The others are. They're good at what they do.
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Date: 2018-07-13 10:06 pm (UTC)Humans then... do they control Darkovs?
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Date: 2018-07-13 10:08 pm (UTC)and this is easy stuff: he knows his simple life.]
Just the Lumas. The handlers. They know what to do to make sure we do our best. Without them, we wouldn't know anything.
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Date: 2018-07-13 10:11 pm (UTC)Then: ]
Why not? There's a lot to learn about the world. You would figure it out eventually.
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Date: 2018-07-13 10:24 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2018-07-13 10:40 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2018-07-13 10:51 pm (UTC)[he says nothing -- there's just the sound of a slowly drawn and exhaled breath. how many times is he going to have this kind of conversation?
as many times as it takes to disappoint everyone, probably.]
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Date: 2018-07-13 11:31 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2018-07-13 11:31 pm (UTC)[...]
I'm still here.
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Date: 2018-07-13 11:35 pm (UTC)[ She can say it till she's red in the face, but it sounds like Martin is set in his ways for now. Better not to push. ]
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